Every night before I went to sleep, I used to write down this phrase:
“I want to wake up a different person.”
And I meant it. Sometimes I meant it literally, as in I wanted to wake up as George Clooney or Bill Gates. Other times I meant it imaginatively, as in I wanted to wake up as Howard Roark from Ayn Rand’s The Fountainhead or… Batman. Regardless of who I wanted to wake up as, it was clear who I did not want to be when I woke up: myself.
Honestly, my intention, when I wrote this down, was to try to become a “better” person. At the time (about 4 years ago) I was trying to excel in my particular philosophy (which I’ve now come to see as just another philosophy in itself), but also, I wanted to be a better person in the general sense of the meaning. If I could go back, I would’ve told myself, “Hey, you need to be more productive, you need to write more, you need to read more, you need to make goals and try to meet them…” and on and on.
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